Being a fool

Today,duno why.

suddenly realized im being a fool.

After for so long, i still being a fool.

Oh God, i can only blame myself.

Why do i have to feel this way?

If only i can change the way i think, then i will live happier, without worrying so much thing in my head.

Why the fuck i would like to care for you?

what the fuck is the way u treat me?

and what the fuck im being such a fool for you?

Would i be someone that cruel and cold to you?

I rather im the 1 who acting this way to you, so that i can feel happy, without worring you.

It's really a fucking day for me to send fucking sms, and fucking care and fucking waiting for your reply.

I'm fucking keep calling you, and fucking waiting for your call, but end up like this.

I wish i will never care for you again, so i can feel fucking better over this.

I fucking mad and frustrated for the fucking nice way i treat u, and this is the fucking way you treat me back.

I hope i can fucking forget about you, so that i wont fucking feel the pain again.

For the fucking pain i holding, juz because of you.

Fuck myself for fucking loving you.

and fuck myself for the fucking care i give to you.

Fuck