Tuesday, December 30, 2008

31.12.2008 Story of the year

Flashing back the moment, memory, tears, cheers, ups and downs.

Its been a year, since you're gone.

What i can remember for this whole year?

drink a lot of Chivas la, Smoke Marlboro la.

Can't sleep la, midnite go sunway la.

dint go any place for a real vacations.

erm...got la, earlier this year.

went sunway and PD for bbq section.

been organised a lot of party such a bbq la, gathering , dinner, steamboat, yam cha, and club.

juz a glance , a year is over.

still not gettin any...

haha..

life goes on, got to live on with PASSION!..

Life with no Regret !

countdown duno go where la...

lol

Happy New Year

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Being a fool

Today,duno why.

suddenly realized im being a fool.

After for so long, i still being a fool.

Oh God, i can only blame myself.

Why do i have to feel this way?

If only i can change the way i think, then i will live happier, without worrying so much thing in my head.

Why the fuck i would like to care for you?

what the fuck is the way u treat me?

and what the fuck im being such a fool for you?

Would i be someone that cruel and cold to you?

I rather im the 1 who acting this way to you, so that i can feel happy, without worring you.

It's really a fucking day for me to send fucking sms, and fucking care and fucking waiting for your reply.

I'm fucking keep calling you, and fucking waiting for your call, but end up like this.

I wish i will never care for you again, so i can feel fucking better over this.

I fucking mad and frustrated for the fucking nice way i treat u, and this is the fucking way you treat me back.

I hope i can fucking forget about you, so that i wont fucking feel the pain again.

For the fucking pain i holding, juz because of you.

Fuck myself for fucking loving you.

and fuck myself for the fucking care i give to you.

Fuck

Monday, December 1, 2008

Dead Face of myself

01.12.08

Today visited a friend.

a friend that pass away due to cancer.

although not really close with him.

Or frank speak, i meet him for the 1st and lastime.

I duno him, he also duno me.

But i feel sympathy, that he has to go.

He cant fight it, cant help it.

Maybe God wan him back to heaven asap.

R.I.P


When i saw his face, duno why i saw my own images.

I saw my body lying in the coffin, where everyone sitting around and chatting.

Life is so meaningless.

How sad is it when no 1 really care about you.

Even if you're dead, no tear will fall for you.

It recalls me way back in last year, where i suffer from cellulitis.

Almost dying, vomit blood, fever for 1 months, can't even walk.

And the 1 i care , dint care for me as i expected.

I really wondering if i pass away , will she care for me?

or even cry for me?

i doubt.

I cant really see the future of mine, where ideal family and career awaiting.

I cant imagine in 10years time, what will i become.

a successful person in career , with a lovely wife beside?

or a dead body chilling 6feets under with organic soils.

I doubt.


I can't sleep right now.

Thinking something out of my imaginations.

But even though i drink Chivas, I smoke Marlboro.

I behave like shit.

But the only thing i can think of is Jesus Christ.

Maybe i say this just to comfort myself, to make me feel better.

But its the only think i can think of when i almost dead.

Life is so blind, where people live selfishly, without realizing life is so short.

But from this i realized that, we should enjoy every moment of our life.

We don't know what will happen tomorrow.

Live with no regret.

[Rey words]

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Sunday, October 19, 2008

I had a dream

17.10.08

This is a day, where i had a dream.

Hard to believe, but its true.

Dream...

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Taking Back Sunday







Taking Back Sunday


Service List for myself:

01.10.08
Power booster installation included ground cable_[rm100]
Total:rm100

03.10.08
Caltex20w50 mineral_[rm65]
Bosch oil filter_[rm16]
Radiator top hose_[rm18]
3M Carburator cleaner_[rm25]
Radiator Welding and repaint_[rm68]
Workmanship_[rm30]
Total:rm222

04.10.08
Power window main switch chop shop_[rm130]
Power window motor and regulator chop shop_[rm150]
Workmanship_[rm35]
Total:rm315

14.10.08
Power window left switch mod to conventional type_[rm30]
Relay replacement for head light_[rm45]
Driveshaft replacement for both side_[rm240] china stock
Driveshaft cover_[rm25]
Tayar Alignment_[rm15]
Total:rm355

20.10.08
Steelmate 6885 Alarm system_[rm280]
central locking_[rm120]
Door switch X2_[rm16]
Viper led head_[rm8]
Total:rm424

03.11.08
Aircon service, refill gas, add on relay, check wiring, and repaint condenser_[rm110]
Total:rm110 ^____^

08.11.08
Block head gasket replacement with sealant_[rm38]
Rear brake pad replacement_[rm48]
Workmanship_[rm20]
Total:rm100 ^______^

17.11.08
Dcarbo apply in carburator to clean carbon deposit_[rm45] x 2bottle
Total:rm90

22.11.08
Water pump_[rm120]
Castrol 80W90 Gear oil_[rm45]
Steel pipe_[rm65]
Radiator bottom hose_[rm25]
O ring replacement_[rm15]
workmanship_[rm60]
Total:rm330

06.12.08
Castrol 20W50 Mineral oil_[rm40]
OEM air filter_[rm23]
Ford original oil filter_[rm16]
Fuel filter_[rm6]
radiator drain plug_[rm3]
Total:rm88 ^__^

i changed the air filter and fuel filter by myself, quite happy, although cutted my hand and bleed.

23.01.09
Castrol 20W50_[rm40]
TX3 oil filter_[rm16]
O ring @ distributor head_[rm10]
Carburator top hose_[rm10]
workmanship_[rm10]
Total:rm86

30.01.09
Steering switch modification_[rm55]
Total:rm55

06.03.09
Recon Alternator_[rm140]
workmanship_[rm35]
Total:rm175

12.03.09
Right Front wheel bearing_[rm80]
workmanship_[rm60]
Total:rm140

17.03.09
Front KSW gas shock absorber_[rm130] X 2 units
workmanship_[rm60]
Alignment_[rm15]
Total:rm335

20.03.09
Rear KSW gas shock absorber_[rm130] X 2 units
workmanship_[rm40]
absorber cover_[rm18] X 2 units
Plastic hose cover spring_[rm10]
Total:rm346

25.03.09
Right wheel knuckle_[rm60]
Alignment_[rm15]
Total:rm75

10.04.09 @ 243200km
Castrol 20W50 mineral_[rm40]
OEM oil filter_[rm7]
Bahdahl oil treatment_[rm15]
NGK G-Power Platinum Spark Plug_[rm55]
workmanship_[rm7]
Total:rm124

15.04.09
Wheel Balancing_[rm16]
Front On Wheel_[rm14]
Total:rm30

16.04.09
Replacement of Mazda TX5 Alternator_[waranty claim free]
Incoe NS60L MF Battery_[rm150]
Total:rm150

30.04.09
Battery Terminal Head_[rm20]
Headlight Wiring alternation_[rm5]
Total:rm25

04.05.09
OEM Air Filter_[rm22]
Total:rm22

12.05.09
Replacement of Mazda TX5 Alternator_[waranty claim free]

25.06.09
Roof repair with fibreglass_[rm100]

27.06.09
Door Visor_[rm75]

14.07.09 @ 248000km
Bardahl 20W50_[rm25]
Bosch 1.6 Oil Filter_[rm5]
Drain plug_[rm7]
Labor_[rm7]
Total: rm44

08.10.10 jalan ipoh
Exedy Clutch Set_[rm240]
Flywheel oilseal_[rm25]
Driveshaft oilseal_[rm50]
Engine Mounting 4 pcs_[rm270]
Toyota Gear Oil 3 bottles_[rm51]
Labor_[rm80]
Total:rm716

22.01.11
ACHILLES ATR SPORT
195/55/15
4pcs @ rm165 per pcs
Total:rm660

23.01.11 @ 274800km PJS
Eneos 20W50_[rm60]
Showa oil filter_[rm10]
Labor_[rm10]
Asashi_Tie rod end(1pair)_[rm45]
Labor_[rm15]
Total:rm140

19.04.11 @ 279290km
Eneos 20W50_[rm44]
Oil filter_[rm5]
NGK_BKR5E_[rm30]
Labor_[rm15]
Total:rm94

23.04.11 @279600km
Dayco Timing Belt Kit Sets 80,000km_[rm130]
*c/w 2 x oil seal, 1 x tensioner bearing
555 Ball joint_[rm55]
Asashi_rack end(1pair)_[rm56]
rack end boot cover(1pair)_[rm40]
Head gasket cover_[rm30]
Alignment_[rm16]
Labor_[rm110]
Total:rm437

30.07.11
Rear Absorber Mounting Set L+R_[rm130]
Rear Alignment_[rm16]
Labor_[rm50]
Total:rm196

16.08.11 - Breakdown @ Pavillion
Top Radiator Hose_[rm35]
Bottom Radiator Hose_[rm30]
Labor_[rm20]
Total:rm85

22.10.11
Eneos 20W50
Oil Filter
Castrol 80W90 Gear oil 4liter_[rm54]
Labor_[rm20]
Total:rm74





01.11.11_[air con service]
New Dryer
Refill R12 gas
Compressor oil
Workmanship
Total:rm90


26.11.11_[SportLight]
Hella Lookalike square white sportlight_[rm35x2]
Labor install with relay, switch, wiring and labor_[rm60]
Repair Rear Light wiring_[rm10]
Total Damage:rm140

Workdone at pudu sifu wiring shop
Satisfying! :)






Sunday, September 21, 2008

About Girls and Guys

女人感叹男人:

有才华的长的丑、长的帅的挣钱少、
挣钱多的不顾家、顾家的没出息、
有出息的不浪漫、会浪漫的靠不住、
靠的住的又窝囊。

男人感叹女人:

漂亮的不下厨房、下厨房的不温柔、
温柔的没主见、有主见的没女人味、
有女人味的乱花钱、不乱花钱的不时尚、
时尚的不放心、放心的没法看、
老婆是电视、情人是手机、
在家看电视、出门带手机、
破产卖电视、发财换手机、
偶尔看电视、整天玩手机、
电视终身不收费、手机欠费就停机、

三十岁的男人正在学坏、抱着同一代唱着同样的爱、
四十岁男人已经学坏、抱着下一代唱着迟来的爱、
五十岁男人最坏、抱着第三代、唱着糊涂的爱,

做女人一定要经得起谎言、受得起敷衍、忍得住欺骗、忘得了诺言、(bullshit !)
宁愿相信世上有鬼、也不能相信男人那破嘴。

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Scarlet 16.08.2008,JK birthday

well,it is a unplanned event thou..

until 9pm,called up JK,what's up man.ok.he's cuming back from cyberjaya.

gonna organise a party to go on with.

The Curve at 1st.
Called up Leo,FairLady,Jack and so on.

Fairlady is already at The Apartment,The Curve.

Leo is cuming to fetch me.
MC JK is gettin ready,while Vivian,haha.dun wan talk bout you 1st,baby.

Meet up with Leo,haha,short pants with sandals.
its fine for me.yam cha oli ma.

Reach The Curve,3 cars,with MC,JK,Jack,Guofu,Fairlady,Qian Long,Wuu Beng,and so on.
Xiao Hui especially,a nice lady to get along with.

Then intro for a while,Leo is going back,coz his gf workin tmrw at 10am.

so Leo went back 1st.

After pay the bills,We meet up at Scarlet.
RM648 @ 2 bottle of Hennessy VSOP,(Very Strong Old People), + another RM96 for 2 head cover charge,Fuck la,y 2 bottle only can cover 7head?
Scarlet u so damn.

DAMN.

after get in,get a compacted place to placed 2 bottle of Hennessy and so on.

Called up JK and meet up.
Vivian called,i cant her you dear.
So i keep sms and keep in touch with you,to let u noe that im sincere to have you around.

VolksWagen,finally saw you,showed up in a black dress,with the Mystique make up.
White colour High heels shoes,if not mistaken. >_<

I love the way you dress.Be confidence in yourself,everyone is waiting lolz.

Ok,holding your warm hand and pull you into the crowd. (The fucking guard cant stop me for bringing hot chicks into the club)

Here you go,Fair Lady,Xiao Hui,Zhi Ting,JK,JACK,MC,Wuu Beng,GuoFU,Your housemate,Qian Long,and the long hair wet wet white shirt i duno your name la.

Me and Vivian,all meet up and start our Century Party.

Vivian,im glad you're here.
I've been expecting this moment long long time ago.
I duno what you think about me,But im glad you will show up in The Curve.
I appreciate for your presence,seriously.

Drink,Henessy mix with Coke,you dun like.
Ok,2nd round,Pure Hennessy,you was kinda freak off thou.
But you do finished it infront of the crowd.
I like the way you response to me.

Xiao Hui,your smile bringing a cold weather,bcoz your're smoking some Mentol Cigar.
Too cold la,open up yourself so that everyone can enjoy their life with you.
I glad to meet you there too.

I noe sometime something is impossible,but i do take out the courage to make it possible.

I miss the moment in Poppy,how glad am i to dance with you,after so many years dint meet you.

JK,Wuu Beng.you guys owe me an explanation.
Secret.
haha.do let me noe what's going on nextime.

Everyone is enjoying their moment.

1st time in my life,going clubbing.
Finally got a pretty gals glance at me.
At first i thought i was seeing wrong person or wat.

No,she's smiling at me.
SHe's cheer me a shot,but i got nothing on hand.seriously gal,im glad you smile at me.
Although im a stanger for you.
I can see your boy fren standing beside you,haha.Nasty gal la u.

Another 1,a shining black hair,with black dress.
Your smile juz attract me towards you.
and you feel comfort to dance with me,neither do i.

But i was too primitive creature,to ask for your contact number.
wat a shame to myself.

Nextime i will courage myself to talk to you,if there's another chance in my life to meet you up again in Scarlet.

Finally,3am,that's it.
Finished.

Fairlady is fetching me back.
1st time in my life,riding a FairLady middle of the night.
Juz like NeeD For Speed Underground 2 game,Drift and Drive.

Unbelievable.
Thanks FairLady for the ride.

Thanks Leo for the ride.

Thanks Vivian for the presence.

Thanks Xiao Hui for the mentol cigarratte.

Thanks The Gals with a glass,smiling at me.

Thanks for the black shiny hair gals,who willing to dance at me.

With the sincere glance from your eyes.

Thanks Vivian for the Kiss.

And thanks everyone for making it possible.

I miss the moment,you and Scarlet.

sweet dream for me,and you.

or whoever reading this.

Thanks.

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Emo

Today is sunday.

as usual,working for the whole day.

after got back from home,have a bath and dinner.

sitting in front of pc again.

feeling lonely and desperate.

needed someone to talk to.

just like way back in secondary school.

where friend share what they have gone through for the particular day.

but i just dont have a chance.

feeling speechless.

feeling hopeless.

Take out rock glass,open up the new Chivas i just bought few days back.

make it a 2 shot,again,2shot.

within 10mins,start to laugh already.

releasing my emotional unstable.

No worry,im harmless.

Just feeling frustrated with my life.

Not meaningfull at all.

Lost hope,Lost wish,Lost my way of life.

Drifted in the time frame again.

repeat the same routine again and again.

Dint learn anything new.

Dint do anything new.

Dint invent something new.

Still the same old Rey.

haikz....

Just wish someday someone will come and talk to me.....

that's it.

I'm a bit dizzy now....

Just let me chill down...

Tomorrow still got class le...

Good day my fren..

Saturday, July 12, 2008

a taste to remember




Well,this is the first blog im about to create,
with all of a sudden,
kinda boring sitting here facing my pc monitor browsing the web,
so i have decided to start a little bloggy to spend my free time.

Lastnite,bought a Pelican Vodka @ Liquor Shop which cost me RM6.90.

The last bottle i took was about years or 2 ago.
All this while been serve Chivas with a lil coke as solvent.

So during nite time,as usual.

Take out a rock glass,add in some ice cube,and open the brand new Vodka and pour it in the glass.

In a glance,i finished the whole bottle (Oh man..)..

well,the alcoholic contain is kinda less which is bout 5%.

but the taste,remind me of oldy days,where i used to drink it everyweek.

A kind of life enjoyment.

Chill.Relax.

It recalls all my memory.
Which include the moment with my ex....

and the typing stop here.......



Pls:I'm not an alcoholic,but i enjoy drinking. ^_^