12.22am 21.08.2012

raining night, cold air , warm breathe, sleepy mood. sitting in front of pc, browsing through internet. then only realized i still have this very little private space called blog. nothing much to be written here, since day 1 everything i will keep in heart. and locked it up forever to unlock. feeling of insecure, lack of confidence, lost path aint? time passes so fast, just a glance, already August 2012. fellow friend, what have you achieved in life? me grow very fat already, totally 2 person from what i've been 10years ago. talk keep talk, 10 years is so FASTTT!!!!! how come???? kinda miss some moment with you, with her, at here, at there. fragile moment broken images faded memory is a good sign of smoking. ease you pain, so does your happiness. emotional lost control, but rasional mind keep you silent, silent, silent. dont talk, shhhhh...... no body's gonna hear what you're thinking. :)